on my way! i'm doing a bunch better now....mainly because i had made my decision to leave this job! i can't wait to go. yipeeeee.

I have this whole list of things i want to do. =)  ¶ 10:20 am 0 Comments

  HELP! just save me from this hell hole! AHHHHHH... i can't take it anymore! I am so frustrated!

I HATE MY JOB TO THE CORE. why? These are my top reasons

1. People call me on weekends, DEMANDING to know information about the fair. DEMANDING being the key word here.
   
2. I have to do sales calls (phone and in person). Do you know how demoralising and lowly you feel when doing it? People see you as pests. I talk till my mouth is dry, and my feet ache. Surely they don't need a graduate to do &*%#^ like this. I know i have to start from the bottom as the scum of the earth, but i feel i can do better than this!
   
3. My work environment sucks! No good company, no decent stationary, office furniture.... etc. Its so POVO. I don;t even have my own phone line.
   
4. My boss is a complusive liar. No doubt he's nice. I like him. But he over promises and always makes things sound better than it really is. He has the true art of bull shitting (sorry, pardon my choice of words) Worst still, he makes me join in his LIES sometimes.
   
5. The company has a shitty finance system that creates such barriers to my projects. Making me embarrased when suppliers hound me for payment.
   
6. But most of all.. why i can't stand what i'm doing is because I'm not happy jan. Zero job satisfaction. its not what i envisioned. My boss promised me a job scope which i am totally not doing at the moment. I'm called a marketing consultant. But i have become an events executive. Say what?

This job ain't glamorous. No doubt about it. But I didn't expect it to be THAT BAD. I don't think i want to stay any longer. its making me a bitter, upset, and demoralised person. I realised, its not even money i want anymore. i just want to be happy. even if i'm a happy poor person. Now if only i know what i want to do next.

sorry about the rant. i'm going to do something about it. pronto.  ¶ 2:17 pm 0 Comments

  who needs blogs anymore I had a throughly enjoyable time in melb. Its so nice to be back somewhere familiar, see familiar faces and soak up the air.

melbournites! you guys got me so addicted to facebook! I don't see why people need a blog anymore since updates on facebook basically gives you the 411 almost immediately. Takes me half the time to load photos up on it too. =)

Big thanks to all of you who took the time out to spend that little time with me.

And EXTRA BIG thanks to brother blunt knife and jon. Who made my stay so much more comfortable in every way.  ¶ 6:10 pm 0 Comments