today makes it the 4th month since i've been back. Time really flies... *zoom zoom zoom*

I still remember when i left, germaine mentioned that she was coming to singas in june. that seemed so far away, but yet now, she's been here, and gone. Definitely looking forward to stan, seki and unk denny coming next.

Things are definitely more settled now. I have a routine worked out in terms of my day to day stuff. But i still wonder what i'm doing here at times.

What am i here for God? is this really the job you want me in? are these they people i'm supposed to influence? why am i still not at peace with my life and what will make me happy like i used to be?

yes.... what will make me happy?

i can't even answer that myself. How do i pursue something i can't define?

On another note. I went shopping today for almost 7 hours. My soles are sore and my back aches. And you'd be proud to hear that i didn't buy anything except a birthday pressie. hee. Had a yummy Russian dinner with ef at shashlik! MMMmmmmMM. =)

Sweet.